Hope Is Real
Listening Is The Language Of Love

Has there ever been something in your life that you kept all to yourself? Did you keep it to yourself because you just wanted to, or because you knew that if people found out they would judge you? There are so many people in our world that hide huge parts of themselves because they are afraid of getting judge. We all have something in mind that we want people to see us as. Rather if its the happy-go-lucky person with always a smile on, the beautiful smart girl who has everything together, or the jock that has all the ladies laying on them. But when it all boils down to reality, we all know that these things are only lables. The lables are our… Read More

I just wanted to give my readers an update and say thank you so much for all the support. I guess I didn't realize how many people this was effecting and truly encourages me as well as you to remind people that hope is real. Once again, thank you so much for the support. I just created a twitter account, the username is "listeningislove". So feel free to follow =] Read More

these scars tell me I'm the one to blame ripped up, cut up, cut down you look me in the eyes as if you care, nothing will ever cover this shame knives are easier, saftey pins mask it all a line of regret, sorrow, im bewept because of you stop, halt, listen...there is a call lift your head up to the stars and make a wish cornered no longer, a sigh of remorse let her kiss your scars they tell a beautiful story Read More

After my father died it was hard to hold things together. The pain was too much to handle, the agony and pain of remembering but not having him there was too much for me to grasp. Cutting came back into my life. It's like a drug for me. It gets me away from reality for just a few mintues. You may say that it doesn't sound worth it. But trust me. It felt like it at the time. I felt like I was drifting away from God. He is always the one that holds me up. And to lose something that gave me so much hope, started to flip my life around for the worse. But I still prayed for help, some sort of answer and support. Thats when she came into my life. A… Read More

People looked at me and thought I had it all together. From the outside my life seemed great, I had a lot of friends, a normal family, and I always had a smile on my face. However what people didn’t know is that I was broken on the inside, I had so much hurt and pain that I didn’t know what to do. Then I found what I thought was the answer to all my hurt, cutting. It seemed to be the perfect solution because I could be in complete control with cutting. If someone hurt me emotionally I couldn’t make it stop hurting, but if I cut myself I would be physically hurting and for myself it was easier to deal with physical pain then emotional pain.… Read More

As I'm sitting here thinking about the things that matter in this world, so many things come to mind. I think about  my everyday needs that get me by to survive. The simple things that make my life feel complete...or so I think. Everyday is a battle. It's a battle between you and fighting against the lifestyle that society tells us to live. Battles are fought with swords and a sheild, but every once in a while we need to remember where our strength roots from, where we stand in this life. I heard a quote once that really hit home for me. "If you don't stand for something you will fall for anything". But have you ever realized that if all… Read More